Life is weird..

This life is weird. We have this connection to ourselves, everyone, and everything. How do we sense and feel the experience of being one with everything? I have no clue other than raising our own spirt and understanding of ourself first. Philosphy and historians for thousands of years have asked the same question with basicly the same result or conclusion: No one knows, period. It's all just conjection and assuming something that can't be proved by modern science or physics. My opinion is the only way to reach knowing our real spirt is or will be the day we die and either something happens or not. It's just that simple, no one can tell anyone else what the spirt world is or is not, it's all connected to everything else. I believe that we have a spirt, I believe that this life experience is just that, an experience that we can't do much about other than live through it and try and enjoy it. We have of course examples of the different types of spirts here in the world we live, everyone can agree that there is good and evil in this reality, this world or spirt realm. I have seen the face of pure evil, that's for sure, and I also believe that I have seen the signs for pure good, but am unsure if I have seen it? How can that be? I often wonder about that, if you can see pure evil, but have just signs for pure good how can one be sure that everyone does not have a little bit of both within oneself? I believe that all people can be both. But why or how is that possible? Is it our human conditioning that pushes us one way or the other? Our conditioning comes from the start of our lives with our interactions with parents and family, does their spirt also rub into us somehow? These are all questions that swim around in my mind from time to time. Education about onself and finding the "quiet" spot within us might be a start, but how to do this? I have my notions about how, when and why and I'll be trying to figure this out through my writing and sharing. This Norgelish blog is perhaps my own personal srink or my way of trying to find the answers that I personaly am looking for. I believe ach human has to find his own way of dealing with his own reality and sprit. It's almost like I believe like many of the native american indian tribes, when a young person was of age they were sent into the wild to find themselves and when they came back they often discribed a sort of spirtual experience. How is this possible? Did they not have anyone guiding them along this spirtual quest? Well, they often did, the medicine man or eldar. But who was this man? If history is correct in regards to this and I believe the stories of native americans can be supported by fact then this medicine man was someone who had connections to the spirt realm. But what did they know? How did they understand the signs? I believe that these medicine men who's father probably was a medicine man and his secrects if you will were told to his son through the years of his growing up. Did these indians have it figured out? How do we define "figuring it out"? I would say by living as one with the world around you would be a good start. Many tribes had the doctrine of living as one with their surroundings and taking the stand that the earth was a real living and thinking being and that their actions twords it would have consiquences. Modern day politcians are spouting a lot of the same jibberish but I call it jibberish because I rally do believe that they have no intention of living as one with the earth or the people living here. It is all about control and keeping it. Big business and the military. Look at what's happening around the world today, you just have to pick up the pc and type in martial law in google and you'll see thousands of pictures of the black stormtroopers everywhere. How is it that all the police everywhere are all wearing the same kind of stromtrooper outfit? Here in Norway, China, US, Great Britain... everywhere... I am nervous to some degree in seeing the tyrany that is being set up around the world and I just hope that people will wake up and start making somekind of stand. I also think that the way must be through the apparatious of law. If you know a lawyer, ask them what they think and I bet you'll be surprised. I know my spelling sucks, but oh well, I write what I feel and try my best to have the correct spelling but in my Norgelish it's not the spelling that counts but the hopefull content that is included.